Hari ini saya bangun siang karena baru pulang pagi sehabis menginap di studio (lagi) demi tugas besar estetika dasar. Begitulah hari-hari saya beberapa bulan terakhir. Hidup rasanya cuma berputar-putar di kamar kos 2x3 saya, kampus, rumah teman...dan burjo.
Hari-hari yang sulit tapi menyenangkaaan.
Jenuh, pasti. Bagaimanapun saya literally terperangkap di jurusn arsitektur sampai rasanya ga berdaya melakukan apapun selain nugas, dan main-karena-capek-nugas.


Hmmm, akhir-akhir ini saya kehilangan sesuatu. Jenuh, bosan, capek, saya ingat-ingat satu hal yang dulu biasa saya lakukan untuk menghilangkan itu semua. Lalu saya sadar dulu punya blog yang sepertinya telah saya tinggal jauh di belakang. Dulu biasanya saya menulis ga jelas, dan hari ini saya ingin memulai itu lagi. ;)

"Hey, are you tired of being told you're this and that? Don't you feel like get enough of judgments? Get enough of the feeling like you're a livestock and way people look at you like you're under a spotlight?"

"Ya, me too. But hey, don't you think it would be worse when nobody give a shit of this?"

"I don't know. The only thing i know people judged, and they're gonna judge my entire life."

"You just did too. You judged, baby. People judge. You are people. People are you. Maybe everybody in the whole damn world is scared of each other. Then―admit it―we judge to feel a lil bit better."

Dear, Evelyn..
This house is just too empty without your silly meows and your fishy smells and my blanket is never warmer than your dusty fur and i realize i would never want you to stop waking me up in the middle of the night and i would never wish you could clean your own shits up because i miss it now.
Oh i sound like crazy anyway.. We just miss you.
Have fun, Dek Epel. I believe Heaven has the best cereal and most creamy ice cream.
Be good there! Muah.

(It was very sad, she is no longer at our house anymore since she left us too soon last month on June 23. Naughty as always she ran across the street and hit by the wheels of a motorcycle. :( )

 Adakah yang pernah dengar "Serial Nina"? Hmm jadi itu tu semacam komik Eropa jadul gitu. Terbit di Indonesia aja tahun 1980, pasti aslinya lebih tua lagi. Habis browsing nih, ternyata serinya ada banyak banget sampe ratusan. Dan sekarang ada yg jual online harganya 30 ribu.
Ga tau gimana ya, di rak buku saya waktu kecil terselip dua buku komik Serial Nina ini. Judulnya Anya, Sebatang Kara dan Harry, si Nomor Satu. Kesimpulan saya kalo ngelihat judul-judul seri lain di sampul belakangnya sih..Serial Nina ini semua ceritanya tentang cewek-cewek atletis yang tangguh menghadapi kerasnya hidup. Intinya komik ini bagus lho, dan merupakan salah satu motivasi kanak-kanak saya untuk menggambar. Well, dan ini tadi saya menyelesaikan semacam fan-art Serial Nina. *sounds freak btw*

As long as we know we are trapped, there is a chance to escape!

"So uhhh... What are you doing on Catalina? You look like a fisherman. Are you a fisherman? No? Do you fish? I love to fish."

"I'm just trying to read, Jacob."

"Hmmm that's fine. It's a fine island, it's a fine island for reading. That's my yacht, 'The Ahi'. Yeah, I like tuna. I like tuna a lot. I like tuna enough to name my boat 'The Ahi'. I saved a cat from a tree once."

"I'm sorry... I love you. (crying)"

"Ah, you're killing me."